LeessaLeeLaaLee…

Last nite..again..me,kupi,jason & mamaii p cempaka lagi…then Kiloy datang…but Kiloy awal pulang..kami??as usual sampai tutup kadai..sampai kana halau pun masih lagi merayu mau mangangi wakakakakakakakaka….walaupun cuma kami berempat last nite but it was really fun & Happening….sampai soma crowd y ada tinguk2 and sanyum2 jak tgk gaya2 kamiurg y kecoh n bunguk wakakakakakaka…table lain y pigang mic tapi kami y habis sora..sampai sarut!!RED INDIAN pun takaluar last nite wakakakakakak..budut soma!!!apa2 pun me really enjoy and with dis friends me ada..at least mampu lupa kan sikit problem2 me….before cempaka, before dpt sms from jason..me actually crying…why??malas mau cerita suda…biar masa and GOD y tentukan semua….I don’t want to think about it..i want to have fun..i want to be happy..my life is my choice and it was not an easy choice to make jadi biarlah me enjoy with apa y me ada…
    Emmmmm actually me inda mau mention sini ni story takut nanti tu urg tu baca but who careee..me suda jumpa his wife n anak2…wife dia really paksa me jumpa..everyday she call n sms..mula2 malas jugak sampai sms kwn2 minta pendapat..bukan takut but segan..yalah me pernah beraffair with her hubby and secara tidak langsung me y buat rumahtangga diorang jadi mcm tue..but actually am not the one y patut kana blame ma..me pernah cuba menjauhkan diri from him but he tdk putus asa dtg pada me sampai wife dia fed up n minta me terima him???wat a story kan???cam drama…emmmmm byk jugak cerita from his wife about him y mengejutkan me…2 kali da kami jumpa..1st d KFC Lido sampai kana halau..nda pandai habis cerita about him..then lapas kana tutup pindah p salim sampai jam 3 da baru kami pulang…bisuknya jumpa lagi d Wawasan plaza wit anak2 dia…ni 2nd mtg ni kami buli main2 da.. lagipun me or his wife sama2 suda tidak ada perasaan langsung sama him…n wife dia mau jumpa me pun mau minta tlg me..d sebabkan me pernah sakiti hati dia jadi skarng me have to help her…apa jugak me mau pikir pasal him..he tdk pun pikir pasal me..macamana me..apa y me buli ckp pasal him..PENTING DIRI,HIPOKRIT,TIADA PENDIRIAN!!! me mau dia rasa mcmana me rasa…bukan mau balas dendam ka apa but i have to teach him a lesson..jangan suka2 dia mau sayang org trus kasi tinggal trus mau balik lagi… jgn dia terus2 fikir y me telampau baik hati and tidak akan buat benda2 luar jangkaan…
    bah oklah..nda tau suda pa mau ckp lagi..kalau ada apa2 nanti sa cerita lagi sini…..ok… Guyu guyu pereber…….

   …Something Funee terjadi on Saturday nite..hehehehehe..my friend yang istidi nakalapik..wahahahahahahaha (jgn marah ah…..)berabis suda me tolong p buang tue chivas tukar ma cola time durang belawan2 akhirnya dia goal jugak..hehehehe…sampai mau jam 3 jugaklah me pujuk dia pulang rumah and y paling best she keep on telling me …."sa inda mabuk bah ni….sa paning2 jak…." wakakakakakakkakakaka…. nasip baik sa waras dat nite…besalah..New Year Resolution kunun…SAY NO TO ALCOHOL..wahuiiiii mataiiiii…tapi iya bah…last year lagi sa punya azam kunun tu tapi ada juga ter ter..hopefully dis year tiada lagi ter ter lah……
  Apalagi sorita ah????Oklah sorita seterusnya psl ada urg p kasitau urg lain and d urg lain p kasitau my friend and my friend p kasitau me…kunun2 tu urg cakap me jatuh sinta berabis ma him..teiiii wahahahahahah…adadadadadada..men perasan…itu urg y kana kasitau tue pun inda pandai pikir..ME??????suka sama him???astaganaga…buli na tei me suka kanak2…????kalau ikutkan butul me kasi tgk sms2 him then taulah cerita d sebalik ckp2 him tue…lagipun urg lain pon main2 juga wit him but napa kunu me punya main2 kana anggap serious??kunpius kunpius..bah padulilah..malas ku ingau..yang penting important….lagi satu, sepa2 tau ni number 013 874 4022 …sepa punya ni ah????oklah soma…bubyeeeeeeee…….

      HaPpY nEw YeAr 2006 to u all…

me ada Poem y sgt2 siok to share wit u all …me dpt dari blog my friend..saja mau share wit u all here….so meaningful bah 4 me…
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You are to me what I never knew I wanted.
  Giving me love and acceptance like no other.
  To know your love is a comfort I find reassuring.

  To know we are together is what makes life worth enduring.
  But there is a truth to the love that we so selfishly take.
  A line we always cross, but choose to ignore or erase.

  I acted in passion and I lost myself there.
  I resisted the urge to walk away and not be there.
  Taking what was offered, reliving this life & acting with emotions I long ago set aside.

  Undoing all the walls I worked so very hard to create.
  Giving you my heart to take.
  Words say its friendship & love that we share.
  Emotions speak louder & we know that more could be there.

  Tiptoeing around it all, letting life drift by.
  Not wanting to test the waters we have swam so easily by.

  But nothing can change what lives we have now.
  Nothing can
make it all easy or undo the, what when or why.
  Where do we go from here?
  What lies ahead for us?
  Am I always to be "the other woman"?
  Am I always to love this much?
 
  Do I pull away slowly & erase you from my heart?
  Or do I say & love you anyway, even if I play no important part?
  Please don’t take my words unkindly.
  This love is pure & true.
  I just can’t seem to understand why in love I seem to always loose.

  I never thought we would be here or that we would have what we have.
  I never dreamed on caring and loving a man I know I can never have………

lama nda update blog…terlampau byk kejadian in my life yang really make me gila..terlalu byk hal..terlalu byk probsss yang datang…macam mau lari tapi ntah p mana…apa2 pun me suda dpt pindah rumah baru..rumah biasa2 jak but oklah for me…kenapa me pindah rumah….
   
   1. Apartment kinot piara puppy kana kumplen..siolll!!!
   2. Cari tempat yang selesa sikit for my baby..nda lama lagi me ada baby….yehaaaaaa

Apa2 pun, me miss rumah lama me…ada sentimental value bah..terlalu byk kenangan sana tapi biarlah..i have to move on…teda apa lagi y dapat me ckp semua pun sudah terjadi……

emmmm,apalagi ah??oh ya,me dpt sms from someone..lain mcm jak bunyi dia….sbb y bagi ni sms emmmm????did he know my story…???padulilah….tau pun..taulah nda penting da tue for me…..the most important thing is..Me sayang myself sendiri..take care of myself…love myself…inda payah lagi mau susah2 pikir n jaga hati org…semua pun sama….tukar org tapi still me y sakit….Better lagi me mcm ni…Alone but not lonely….